Stay Awake...

So this is what its like to play the fool
This is what its like to be just like you
This is what its like to have my heart confused
This is how a heart beats when its abused

You listen to a sad song so someone feels the same way
You listen to another one to hear someone tell you it will ok someday
Its funny how you can find hope in your own pain
And now comfort won't allow familiar pain to go away
So you stay awake

So this is the silence of 3 AM
This is what its like when another day won't end
So this is what its like when the rules won't bend
Is this how it ends or it begins?